Friday, 6 November 2009

"this be the verse" by philip larkin

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another's throats.

Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don't have any kids yourself.

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

"Naturally, the common people don't want war; neither in Russia nor in England nor in America, nor for that matter in Germany. That is understood. But, after all, it is the leaders of the country who determine the policy and it is always a simple matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy or a fascist dictatorship or a Parliament or a Communist dictatorship. ...voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is to tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the pacifists for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same way in any country"

hermann goring
lmao!

gay marriage rant

i'm disgusted by the homophobic groups that are on facebook (had a good laugh at the godbotherer's comments though). i'm gay (used to think i was bi, but now i'm pretty sure i'm gay. i've had a lot of confusion and self-loathing in my life ,due to being born into a very homophobic family),but i'm against gay marriage (though for different reasons obviously. the whole adam and steve slogan is stupid. adam and eve didn't exist anyway, the idea that two people can begat an entire species is fucking absurd).

what is it about god bothers and gay people? leave us alone! sexual orientation is not a choice. you're born into it. i've noticed that people who say otherwise tend to be straight homophobes.

i'm against gay marriage because it's putting hetero norms onto gay people. why should gay,bi and lesbian people ( i would say LGBT, but i've allways wondered why transexuals are included there. it's not a sexuality is it? you get gay and straight transgendered people don't you?)applied to them? gay couples should find their own identities.gay couples should have the same rights as straights anyway.hetrosexuality is not the blanket norm. we still live in a heteronormative, phallocentric society, although it's a lot better then it was,obviously. to be honest i'm not in favour of the idea of marriage, as it's patriarchal and is essentially you asking the state (which shouldn't be there in the first place) to accept your relationship and to have special rights just because you've found your "life partner"(i hate that phrase).

one day i hope to find someone and live with him for the rest of my life. and i don't need a stupid piece of paper. if other people want to marry that's their buisness and i'm not going to pick on them ( my parents are married) and i hope they are happy. I just thinks it's an absurd institution and a symbol of theological and statist control.

*whew*


that was a rant wan't it? blimey!

Thursday, 1 October 2009

little note:
when the media says any of the following,

"sources say"/one source has told us"

or



"scientists say"/"experts tell us"/scientists at..."


what they actually mean is,


"this following information is propaganda bullshit that we've been told to get you to believe because it follows the state's agenda currently. it's not true but you're going to trust us."

Monday, 28 September 2009

anton is currently indisposed. he will return when he feels better.

Saturday, 26 September 2009

"Property is theft."
"Slavery is death."
"Anarchy is order."
"God is Evil."
pierre-jospeh Proudhon

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

Sunday, 20 September 2009

"if ever we we need a demonstration of why we should never respect ideology or religious dogma - Nazi Germany provides it."

Jonathan Meades

Monday, 14 September 2009

Monday, 31 August 2009

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Monday, 3 August 2009

Sunday, 26 July 2009

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Monday, 6 July 2009

Monday, 29 June 2009

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Tuesday, 16 June 2009

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Tuesday, 12 May 2009

list

current play list:

AC/DC- giving the dog a bone.
William Burroughs- extract from naked lunch.
Pink Floyd- wish you were here.
Primus- wynona's big brown beaver.
peter brotzmann- for donauschingen ever
Whitehouse- bloodfucker.
evan parker- time lapse.

boredom

out of boredom , i filled in a survay i found online:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Mike Cannell

Birthday: April 2nd 1985

Birthplace: Wolverhampton, west midlands

Current Location: Dudley, west midlands

Eye Color: dark blue

Hair Color: blond with a dark ginger beard and shitty sideburns

Height: 6'1"

Right Handed or Left Handed: right

Your Heritage: english/welsh/manx.

The Shoes You Wore Today: dr martens (I always dress in black).

Your Weakness: heat

Your Fears: that I’ll die alone.

Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: publish actual print book of poetry (paperback preferably).

Your Most Overused Phrase on an instant messenger: gdgd

Thoughts First Waking Up:"uuurrrrrgh, i don’t want to get up"

Your Best Physical Feature: my brain.

Your Bedtime: ‘bout 11.

Your Most Missed Memory:what?

Pepsi or Coke: i don’t do product placement

MacDonalds or Burger King: see above.

Single or Group Dates: Single.

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:I’m not going to tell you again.

Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.

Do you Smoke: not tobacco,no.

Do you Swear: frequently.

Do you Sing:no

Do you Shower Daily: regularly but not daily

Have you Been in Love: Yes.

Do you want to go to College: no. I quit it because it sucked.

Do you want to get Married: I don’t approve of the institution of marriage, but I would spend the rest of my life with someone I loved.

Do you believe in yourself: no. I’m fictional

Do you get Motion Sickness: no

Do you think you are Attractive: no. I am very ugly indeed.

Are you a Health Freak: no.

Do you get along with your Parents: Most of the time.

Do you like Thunderstorms: no. I can’t go on my pc then

Do you play an Instrument: cheek synthesiser.

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no.

In the past month have you Smoked:No.

In the past month have you been on Drugs:No.

In the past month have you gone on a Date:no.

In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yes.

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No.

In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no

In the past month have you been on Stage:No.

In the past month have you been Dumped:No.

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no

In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no

Ever been Drunk: yes. I hated it. I’m teetotal

Ever been called a Tease: No.

Ever been Beaten up: yes

Ever Shoplifted: no. I may droplift one day though.

How do you want to Die: In my sleep

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: dead.

What country would you most like to Visit: Canada

Favourite Eye Color: blue

Favourite Hair Color:black

Short or Long Hair: Short

Height: you know that already

Weight: I genuinely don’t know.

Best Clothing Style: i don’t have one.

Number of Drugs I have taken: cannabis. Twice, but it was a while ago.

Number of CDs I own: a LOT.

Number of Piercings: none

Number of Tattoos: None, but I'd like some.

Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to mention.

Monday, 11 May 2009

Monday, 27 April 2009

Friday, 10 April 2009

Wednesday, 8 April 2009